:: The truth behind the reality of life... ::

:: Friday, May 31, 2002 ::

Today as I carried on about my day, I started to really search for the truth. As it come to be, I have found little hints in everything. Be it the way the breeze cools a hot day, a daydream that comes to life in passing, or perhaps even the anger in the voice of a pissed off sibling. Everyone of these things, and much more, gives us a minute insight towards what the truth is. If we just listen and learn we might by chance get very close to the answer...

:: SysTemRagE 9:13 PM [+] ::
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Truth be known to just a very certain few. If you meet one of them, please introduce me. I beleive we are all searching for that certain truth. Lies surround me, they bind me, they ARE me. I hate them to my very core, but I live one every waking moment. It's quite odd that the only time I'm free from my lies comes to me in my slumber. And consequently can't fully realize the happiness in it. Oh well, life drags along and since I am chained to it, I go along as well. Oh to be free. The first step was taken today, hence the change in things. Perhaps I can fully vent myself here... Doubtful. Most of my vents would be quite incriminating. I guess I'll hide everything away into more lies...

:: SysTemRagE 11:08 PM [+] ::
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Well here we are, the start of something new... something fresh. Seems a bit strange to try something new, but changes are good. Anyone that reads this blog will know me in some shape or form, be it friend or foe. These thoughts are not meant to hurt anyone, but I promise they will be equal oppurtunity offences. So forgive me, forget me, love, or hate me... the decision is entirely up to you.

:: SysTemRagE 11:02 PM [+] ::
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